Life Soundtrack: First Heartache

 

Linger by The Cranberries

If you, if you could return, don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade.
I’m sure I’m not being rude, but it’s just your attitude,
It’s tearing me apart, It’s ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

Year 2007. I was so in-love with a boy who I also considered my bestfriend. He loved me, too. After a year, he admitted that I was not the only one he’s in-love with but he couldn’t decide.

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

I knew from that moment that I should let go of him, but I didn’t. He was not forcing me to stay but I still felt he loved me so I did.

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn’t be so confused and I wouldn’t feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

It’s not easy for me to fall in-love because I make sure I’m falling in-love with the right guy and I thought I did. I just wished he would pick me and start all over again.

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Three years of waiting… He didn’t choose me.

>>>25 Songs, 25 Days. Day 2: A song that reminds you of your most recent ex-boyfriend. Just so you know, I’ve already moved on. 🙂 This is just the prequel of my LDR Blues.

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